my cry

my life is twisted
pulling me in to many directions
how do i get to where i'm supposed to be?
how can i be allowed to fall at your feet?


covered in shawdow
i hide in the dark
my shame to much for me to bear
i don't deserve forgiveness
i shouldn't have a second chance
why do you love me?
...do you love me?


the cycle that i am in
the pull is to strong
i don't know how to escape
i need help, i need help
i'm drowning in my guilt, in my sorrow
i break your heart
what can i do?

is there a way out?
this gravity of the black hole
my heart is empty and in need of you
falling deeper into dispair
into guilt and pain and remorse
how can i start over?
how can i be new?

i make promises to you
i can't keep them
i don't want to keep going as i do
but i can't stop
God above please hear me
accept my plea for help
surrender is my only hope
please come and take control